Goodbye to a Love

How do you say goodbye to someone who's not really there? "What kind of clown am I? That lie with every kiss, that whisper words of love that left me alone like this"...Seize the day.. One life to Live. Make every moment count. I should have live my life this way a long time ago. I could have been a lot happier but no now I'm slowly sinking in a mud full of what ifs because of my own wrong doings...Love is not complicated its just a matter of living each moment.....Another day...Soon it will come to pass...

Wow! blogging somehow releases some of my inner what ifs...Stop living a lie...I know i got to be strong...One Last cry....